What's Good for the Goose is Good for the Gander by dinkydow


Chapter Four

Jack rubbed his hands together in mock enthusiasm as everyone sitting around the Briefing Room table stood to leave. Gone were the days when he would leave with them, chatting and carrying on with the easy camaraderie of being 'one of the guys'.

Nope, he could no longer do that because he was 'The Man', The Big Enchilada, and the Head Honcho. Yep, things had definitely changed and sometimes he really regretted taking over as head of the SGC. Still, the perks did help out, not entirely, but the parking space was a definite plus, as was taking over Hammond's chair. Its shiny leather was sweet, comfortable too.

With his luck, Hammond would figure out a way to requisition it from him. He smirked to himself as he pictured George dressed in special ops black running a midnight requisition raid with the goal being his leather high-backed chair. He'd have to check the security duty rosters for any possible weak spots. He really liked that chair and would hate to lose it.

Glancing around, he checked his watch. The Team Leader's Briefing was over with, and he had a whole hour with nothing penciled in his schedule book, unless that danged Walter had added something while he wasn't looking. He did have a habit of doing that; in fact that man was down right spooky, he always seemed to know where to find him, no matter where he went. If he didn't know better, he'd suspect mind reading. But there was no such thing . . . was there? Nah!

As the room emptied, Jack looked up, expecting to see Walter appear as if by magic, at the door. Nope, he wasn't there . . . yet. Maybe he could still make his getaway.

He'd missed having Carter there, wished for her uniquely scientific viewpoint. Sure, he still hated dealing with scientists, but she was way more than that. Carter was . . . special. Yeah, she was that all right, a great combination of a super brainy scientist who could mow down the bad guys without batting an eyelash.

'She can watch my six any day, only . . . she can't, not now. You don't go through the Gate anymore. Do you, Jack? You're much too valuable now. Or so the President says. Crap.'

'Come to think of it, maybe she'd like a visit from her CO. Wouldn't be anything wrong with that, would there? After all, Hammond used to drop in on us all the time, back when Doc Fraiser used to practically chain you to the Infirmary bed with dire threats of sticking large needles in sensitive parts of your anatomy if you tried to make a jail break. God, I miss that pint-sized dictator.'

Jack sighed and pushed himself away from the table. A quick check of his watch helped him make up his mind; he had just enough time to make a quick trip to and from the Infirmary before his next appointment.

His mind made up, Jack smiled and made his way around the table, heading for the door. His way was blocked by . . . Walter.

Jack jumped back, startled. "Dang it, Walter. How do you do that?"

Walter looked innocent. "Do what, sir?" Not unexpectedly, he held the General's appointment book securely in both arms.

Jack waved his hands in exasperation. "That!" He put his hand on his hips and huffed a breath. "All right, what is it now?"

"It's the Infirmary, sir. They need you down there right away."

Jack's eyebrows tried making friends with his hairline. "What?"

The graying Sergeant fidgeted in place. "I'm not sure, sir. Something about Colonel Carter. They've sent for Kay too."

With one hand on his hip, his other one scrubbed his hair. "All, right." He huffed a breath. "Let them know I'm on my way."

Walter stepped to one side as Jack brushed past him on his way up the stairs. "I'll let them know you're on your way, sir."

By now he was speaking to thin air as he watched his CO take the steps two at a time. He shook his head as he headed for the nearest phone. Unless he missed his guess, and he didn't think he did, the General was worried, really worried. And it wasn't just because the Colonel was a brilliant scientist.

Walter picked up the phone and punched in the number for the Infirmary. "He's on his way."

***

Kay ducked just in time as a full water pitcher went flying past her head to collide with a wet and spectacular splash against the far wall. With her hands raised in surrender, she backed toward the door.

Sam's venomous voice echoed throughout the room as she spat out her words slowly. "Where. Is. Jack?"

Keeping her voice low and even, Kay stopped just short of the door. "He's on his way, Colonel. I just want to help." She paused ready to dodge any further projectiles that might come her way. "That's all."

Diligently, she watched her latest very distraught patient with clinical aloofness, careful to keep herself from taking any insults personally. To say that Carter was upset would be a massive understatement.

Both the top and pants of Sam's blue hospital scrubs were spattered with droplets of drying blood and looked like she'd been a test subject in a mosquito repellant commercial, and that she'd the unlucky one stuck with brand X.

Kay firmly steered her mind away from such fanciful ideas and back to the very serious situation at hand. When she observed her patient's dilated blue eyes stop roving the room and fixate once more on the hand that still oozed a few droplets of blood, the counselor stilled, almost afraid to breathe. From experience she knew her patient's next moves would tell her more than mere words could.

Sam scrubbed at the droplets of blood as if they were a contagion and muttered. "No, no, I'm real, I'm real. I know I am."

A sudden wail of terror startled Kay and she froze in place as she watched Sam scramble out of her bed and run toward her on bare feet. "Keep them away from me!"

Just before she reached the counselor and the door, Sam collapsed to the floor on her butt and drew her knees up to her chin, her arms clasped around them. The utilitarian cloth of her hospital scrubs rasped against her skin as she rocked back and forth, making an odd counterpoint to her periodic whimpers.

Warily, Kay approached her patient. "What's going on, Sam?"

Drawn to the sound of her voice, Sam's head jerked up and replied. "Bugs." She shivered as her head jerked around to survey the room with hyper-vigilance. "They won't leave me alone." She continued to mutter and waved her hands erratically. "Stay away from the walls, they're alive. Stay away."

Kay squatted down close to Sam, making sure to keep enough distance between them for safety's sake. "Bugs?"

Sam looked at her through fear-widened red eyes. "Yeah, bugs. That's what Jack calls 'em, anyway. You know, Replicators."

Kay continued in a soft soothing voice. "And they're here?"

Sam's voice grew shrill. "You can't hear them? They're eating through the walls, and I feel like they're crawling all over me." Carter's eyes narrowed in suspicion. "Who are you, anyway? How do I know you aren't a Bug Person?"

Smiling her most reassuring smile, Kay raised one hand while keeping the other one on the floor to maintain her precarious balance. When the radio dug into her hip, she wiggled her hips to shift it back into place.

"I'm Kay Dow, the counselor. Remember? We met in General O'Neill's backyard."

Sam wasn't appeased. "How do I know you aren't just part of a mind game from Fifth?"

Kay shrugged. "Do I look like one, Sam?" She changed tactics when she saw Carter shudder and shake her head violently. "I've sent for General O'Neill and he should be here any minute now." She paused, in thought. "You needed to see him?"

"Jack's coming?" Sam's voice whispered as her eyes welled with tears. "He'll tell me that I'm real. Yes, Jack will know what's real." Her head cocked to one side as she thrust her chin out. "I love him, you know."

"Really?"

"Yes, and he loves me too." Carter's eyes roved from side to side checking out the area. Then she continued in a conspiratorial whisper. "We're not supposed to because of the regs. But we do. He'll be able to tell me if I'm real." She sobbed and shook her head. "I know I'm not a Bug Person, I'm real. I've got to be."

The sound of feet at the door behind her caught Kay's attention and she stood up carefully.

Sam heard it too and a smile lit her face. "Jack!"

Standing now, Kay watched as a look of puzzlement flitted across the General's face. He shoved both hands into his pants pockets and cleared his throat. "Carter?" He tilted his head to one side and lifted an eyebrow. "What's going on?"

Meanwhile, the counselor felt like she was at a tennis match, her head swiveling back and forth between the two other people in the room. General O'Neill clearly looked nervous and uncomfortable. As for Colonel Carter, her expression had changed from terror-stricken and hopeless to one of ecstatic joy in the space of a few seconds.

'Hmm, curiouser and curiouser.'

Carter stood awkwardly, swaying on her feet. "You came, Jack. I knew you would."

Jack stayed where he was and chewed the inside of his mouth. "Of course I came, Carter." His hands came out of hiding in his pockets and spread wide. "So . . . whatcha doin'?" He smiled innocently.

Sam looked nervous. "Jack? Is it really you?"

He flashed her a smile that lit his eyes and showed off his dimples. "In the flesh."

"Tell me I'm real. I am real, aren't I?"

Jack cleared his throat and he looked down at the floor before peeking back up at her. "Carter?"

Sam sighed in frustration. "Tell me I'm the real Carter, not a Bug Person."

Jack's hands shot back into his pockets again as he rocked back and forth on his feet. "Of course you're real." His eyes shot to Kay's in entreaty and he stage whispered out of the corner of his mouth. "She is, isn't she?"

Kay's eyes went wide despite herself. "Sir?"

Sam heard his question too. "Jack?" She whimpered and thrust out her blood stained hand for inspection. "The bugs aren't real. Are they?"

O'Neill took a step back. "Bugs, Carter?"

A wail of despair came out of Carter's mouth as she sank to the floor again and resumed her rocking motion. "Noo. I'm real, Jack. I'm real."

Kay took a tentative step toward the General whose eyes had gone wide with fear. "Sir?

His head turned toward hers. "What?"

Sam wailed in fear, the sound of her rapid breathing filling the room. "Don't leave me, Jack. We'll die if you do."

Kay's eyes darted quickly between both patients, and noted that Jack's eyes were dilated and he was breathing heavily. "I'd like you to come with me, sir."

She watched as he nodded slowly and backed out the door wiping his palms repeatedly against his pants.

Her counselor's mind was working overtime and she knew she needed to establish some sort of rudimentary control over the environment and stimuli that her two patients were exposed too. The last thing anyone needed was for two people caught in the throes of delusional flashbacks to start playing off each other in a macabre dance of Folie a deux.

She'd hoped that the presence of General O'Neill would have a calming effect on her female patient, however, now that his own delusions had surfaced, no doubt triggered by something that Carter had said, this was no longer a viable option. To allow further interaction between O'Neill and Carter put both of them at risk with the probable end result being an escalation of their symptoms and possible physical injury to those involved. In Kay's book that simply was not an option.

Her first priority was safety . . . for everyone. That meant getting the General to a room of his own. Unfortunately it might also mean the forcible sedation of Colonel Carter. First things first, though.

Now that both of them were in the hallway and out of sight of Carter, Kay spoke, ignoring the wail of fear emanating from the room they'd just vacated.

"General O'Neill?"

His eyes tracked to hers, though they seemed distant and far away. "Kay?"

"I'd like you to come with me now, sir."

She beckoned down the hall and edged away from him, watching to ensure that he followed her directions. When she saw Dr. Brightman standing with a questioning look on her pale face, she sighed in relief.

"Dr. Brightman, General O'Neill needs a private room . . . ASAP. Do you have any nearby?"

The CMO's eyes went wide but she caught on quick. "Yes. We have one right here." She indicated a nearby door that was half open and stepped toward it, her white lab coat rustling with her movement. Before going in, she summoned a nearby nurse with a gesture. "Doesn't the Colonel know you, Lieutenant Wells?"

The brown-haired nurse nodded. "I'm the one who brought her here from the bathroom, Doctor Brightman."

I thought so. Go keep an eye on the Colonel. Keep a low profile, but don't let her out of that room. She can't be left alone right now because we don't know what she'll do next." She fixed the nurse with a firm gaze. "Understand?"

"Yes, ma'am." The attractive nurse smiled and pivoted neatly before striding briskly toward Carter's room.

Now that Colonel Carter's immediate safety needs were being taken care of, Kay turned her attention back to the General who still looked dazed. "General? We have a room ready for you right here. I think you could use some privacy right about now." She smiled encouragement and observed closely as her male patient shuffled past her to enter the room.

However, once his eyes lit on Dr. Brightman, his demeanor changed dramatically. His shoulders came back and fire shot from his eyes, as he became every inch the CO of the SGC.

"Doctor! I need your medical expertise." He paused in thought and scrubbed his hands over his face as if to clear his head. "Is Carter human?"

Caught by surprise, Dr. Brightman stuttered. "Sir?"

Kay joined in. "I think what the General is trying to say, is this, Doctor. Did your tests show that Colonel Samantha Carter is human, and not a Replicator?" She turned to General O'Neill. "Did I get it right, sir?"

He waved one hand in the counselor's direction and nodded emphatically. "What she said."

Dr. Brightman reached back to close the door and then turned to face a very worried and edging toward being a seriously pissed off General O'Neill. She spread her hands in a placating manner. "All our tests show that Colonel Samantha Carter is most definitely human, sir. She is not a Replicator like Fifth." She smoothed back her dark hair and crossed her arms across her chest. "Does that answer your question?"

O'Neill sat heavily on the gurney with his head in his hands. "Yes, thank you, Doctor."

At that moment they heard a call from the intercom. "Respiratory Distress in room two, respiratory distress in room two."

Without further thought, Dr. Brightman yanked open the door. Kay and Jack exchanged glances.

Jack stood and started for the door "That's Carter's room."

Kay interposed herself between him and the door. Together they stood there for a moment at a temporary impasse until he grabbed both her arms and gently lifted her bodily and set her to one side.

The small but feisty counselor wasn't finished yet though and hurried after him. "Sir, I don't think you need to be in there right now." She caught up with him in the hallway and once more planted herself in his way.

Jack scowled. "Get out of my way, Kay."

Kay folded her arms stubbornly across her chest and fought down a giggle as she realized the sight she must present, the vision of a mouse waving the solitary finger of defiance at an eagle pouncing on his next meal.

"Why do you need to be in there, sir?"

The General waved his arms in agitation and spoke in a panicky but earnest tone. "Because I know what's going on!"

Taking a deep breath, Kay kept her voice low and calm as she ordered him to give her an explanation. "Then enlighten me."

"When Fifth had us, we were connected somehow, a doohickey that Bug Person from hell put inside our brains. We couldn't be farther than a few feet apart from each other or we'd die. Hell, we almost did! If Ernie hadn't figured it out, we would've." His voice quavered in remembrance as he wiped sweat from his forehead. "Fifth removed them from both of us as part of the deal I made with that THING." He puffed out a sigh and licked his lips nervously. "In exchange for her freedom, I agreed to stay with Fifth for as long as IT wanted me."

His voice had changed from a harsh tone to a whispered monotone. "Sam . . . Carter must think she's still back there with Fifth. She was asking for me because she knew I'd protect her." His tired brown eyes pleaded with Kay for forgiveness. "I let her down . . . and now she's gonna die."

Kay laid a hand on his shoulder. "Calm down, sir. She's being taken care of."

Acting as if he were carrying a weight much too heavy for his broad shoulders, Jack propped himself up against the wall with one arm. Kay noted with alarm that his respirations had increased.

Jack's voice was flat, almost a whisper as he as he squeezed out his words around his wheezes. "Don't understand it." Pant. "Ernie said it was gone." Pant. "Couldn't find a sign." Pant. "Neither one of us." He shook his head and gasped. "If she's still got hers then I . . ."

He continued to breathe heavily and slowly sank to the floor. "I'm dizzy." His fingers tugged frantically at the collar of his shirt as if to loosen its constricting hold around his neck.

Kay grabbed him under the shoulders in an attempt to ease his way to the floor. Then the counselor watched helplessly as his arms flopped bonelessly on the white floor tiles and his eyes rolled up inside his head.

Dismayed, she looked around, but it looked like everyone was tending to Carter.

She yelled in her loudest voice to raise the alarm. "Man down. I could use some help over here!"

Her hands felt for the pulse point in his neck and she sighed with relief when she found it, a bit too rapid for her liking, but at least it was there.


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Title: "What's Good For The Goose Is Good For The Gander" Part 4
Author: dinkydow
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Sequel to "What's Good For The Goose Is Good For The Gander" Part 3, hurt/comfort, drama.
CONTENT LEVEL: 18+
Season: Season 8
Spoilers: None really, but it will help to read my previous stories and be familiar with Fifth and Season 8.
Warnings: Some language as this deals with the after effects of rape and violence.
Summary: Jack and Sam are forced to deal with the after-effects of their experiences with Fifth. But they won't do it alone.
Disclaimer: Nope, still don't own any of them. Couldn't afford to if I did and don't have a mountain to hide them in. Showtime/Viacom, MGM/UA, Double Secret Productions, Gekko Productions do. I wrote this for entertainment and won't be making any money for it, so please don't sue. But, if you guys want any help with scripts, or Jack, just give me a holler.
Dedication: To our fighting men and women and the loved ones who have to watch them march in harms way.
Author's Notes: Here's another Dinkyfic. Many thanks to Linda and Jolene for being my betas. Thank you also to Jeri for her psychiatric nursing expertise. All original characters are the property of the author and may only be used with my permission.